~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -sIao cOm-

sian diao le.

second entry todae.. im damn bored.
i listened to the black n blue bsb cd for veh long liaox.. haha.. reason is cos i lazy change disc.. but e songs all veh nice de so.. suan le bah..
sick lehx. mi com hanged ard 7 times le.. ='(
dono how Challenger treat my poor cpu de lor..
now stiu hav alot of pop ups. cannt play pool!!!! iz so sad.
honestly.. i tink tis com got reformat or no reformat no difference one leh.. jus tat my files all gone now.. mayb nt all gone.. cos i stiu hav files wif nana n linz.
why they nv cum online!!!
sianned.


haha.. liaz helped mi burn one cd wif ALL the 2g pics inside.. hahaa.. so nice!! got sum iz nv see before one.. esp the water fight at the field one... haha.. stiu rmb tat time afta the final year exams den we straightaway chiong to the field n plae.. =P

hehee.. go le..
btw.. gud luck to dose hu are takin their O level results on mon.. =)

baibai.

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -mAeBE grEeNsToMp doN suCk tAt mucH aFTa ALl-

halo. :)

hmm.. dono whr to start...

aniwae.. ms lim said frm ytd onwards dey'll do spot check everidae.. haha.. so for the firz spot check day i nv wear ankle socks.. woah.. so unbearable.. =S
haha.. but ms lim so lenient de.. [althou i would prefer her to jus be our form teacher n dont teach us math.... =x] nv catch tianz dey all.. onli liaz.. cos hav black colour words. chEy!! haha..
so i wore ankle socks todae.. nv get caught.. aye.. sIaN la.. iz so pathetic. guys gd lorz.. got long pants hide. gs shuang liaoz.. ms lim nt strict den wont get caught by other teachers oso..
haha.. our sch can watch sunrise de! soOo nice.. =) tat time we stood outside the toilets and watched.. haha..
okokae.. den horz..
i oso dono wad to say...


maebe greenstomp doesnt sux so much lahx.. haha.. at e beginning was tough.. buden afta much practise it was easier.. all the efforts were worth it.. hope everibodie appreciates thou.
jus now had the audition.. hmm.. but the stage abit small so iz quite difficult to do the movements. haha.. 3c's performance quite cool.. lolz.. dey oso hav imported Sinhalese "talent"... lolz... e "talent" is alex.. haha. cos he frm 3L de.. dey are lyk representin 2j'o4 instead.. haha..

errh.. i tink we did quite okay.

gona hav rehearsals tml..
afta attendin the leadership thingy.. sianxXxXxXx. hafta wake up at 7 lidat... sobsob. actually i don even hafta go de.. arGh!! minqi~ u owe me!! haha.. =p


hmm.. guess tats bout all..

baibai.

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -gReEnsToMp sUx-

haloz..

reached home at bout 8.30..?
cos of e greenstomp or wadever thing.. ms ow lor.. wan us to take part..
sian lah.. shud haf taken the rabbit as hostage agn. =P
we practise lyk siao... try out so mani tyms oso nt nice de.. haha..
clinton had LOTS of ideas.. haha.. funny ideas. oways wan me to scream n do the spoil-image-parts.
haha.. quite fun lahx.. =))
tired thou...
hope we get thru.. if we dont.. den ms ow cham le... haha.
we wanted to do the rasputin song.. haha.. but sumhow failed.
den ard 5 plus we were chased out of klasroom..
so we did at the small field in front of the klasroom block.
haha.. den mr george tan was up thr lookin at us.. we pretend nv see.. haha.
den alex dey all shouted.. "mr tan say tuck in yr blouse.."
sianx...
afta tat we practise.. tough man. buden we cudnt back out too...
den mr tan came down and told us dont skip dinner.. and musnt make mistakes durin audition.. blah blah.. haha.. and he nv catch tianz hair. lol.. before he went he sorta look at her but nv say anything.. lucky lion. =p

hmm.. haha.. we made a mini set of daidee.. using the foolscap cardboard.. so cute lorz.. haha.
smart rite. :)



my eye so pain.. i tink iz cos of ytd lorz.. =(..

baibaix.

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -iM bAck-

im finally here... buden jus now suddenly haf the one minute shut down!! scary. dono whether it is properly reformatted.. =S
...

well...
i suddenly felt lyk the biggest fool ever...
mayb i shud haf known.. im so dumb.
disadvantage-d.
sighz.. actually im more than 90% sad.. that image onli made it worse..
i've never felt tis insecure..
i noe i shudnt jump into conclusions but from then on.. i knew i will nv trust so much anymore.
to others, i may seem lyk i dont care but wad do dey noe..
ppl say i shud remain +ive and i did..
i thot i wud nv giv up until im 100% sure..
my instincts tell mi that that day is finally here.
afta crying hard i shud get bac on agn..
but iz oways easier said than done.
iz simply the hardest thing.
disappointment + hurt + every negative feeling is exactly how i feel rite now.
im jus tired of waiting.
things are nt the way u tink dey are. jus look at me...

when will i be stronger..
and nt let myself to succumb to tears.

[[*wei ni fu chu na zhong shang xin ni yong yuan bu liao jie]]

~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -oH nO!-

ytd slept at 8+.. haha.. was so tired..
i planned to wake up at 9.30 de..
planned. =)

in de end i forced all dose chem stuffs into my brain frm 5.30am to 6am..
hmm.. the test was quite.. hard.
partly bcos of the way the questions were phrased.. haha.. the grammar abit funny. s=

okae lah.
don feel lyk bloggin le.

[[ this isnt the first time.. that you left me waiting ]]